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Burrito Therapy by SavannaEGoth Burrito Therapy by SavannaEGoth
I went through another super low period just over these last few days.  Like, it was worse than my depressing nights usually get and basically I was wandering around my apartment talking to myself, crying, and lying in bed for ten hours without sleeping, moving, etc.  It was pretty unpleasant, and thanks to this dumb funk I haven't really been doing a lot else for the time being.  This time, however, I opened up to my friends on FB a little more about my issues and was able to receive some support from them which is awesome.  I've honestly been really hesitant to let any of them know that I'm dealing with some dark shit, but opening up just a little bit helped.  I really appreciate the people I've been able to meet and keep in my life so much- asdfghjkl

So yeah.  This is one of the things I was stressfully sketching today to cope with my anxiety and depression.  I decided to try using a chibi style since it's cute and cute things make me feel better.  I also added in one of my fuzzy blankets (though I was hella lazy and didn't bother to add the black checkering, RIP), a glass of milk, my narwhal plushie, and of course the huge ass action figure I got for my birthday of my favorite murder princess Kylo Ren.  Kylo always makes things better.

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Art (c) Me - You don't have permission to use this anywhere.
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Saturn-Gaming Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You know I'm here for you if you need me for anything. But yes, this is excessively adorable o _o
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SavannaEGoth Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Ahhhh--I know!  And venting occasionally on FB does  help, deary.  <3
Thanks!  >u<
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Desgeega Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017
Realy nicely done, hope you are feeling better c:
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SavannaEGoth Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you, deary!  I'm feeling a tad better.
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Desgeega Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2017
Nice!
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AnnaTheWonderGirl01 Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
So sorry to hear about those issues. I do hope they fade away a bit more. :huggle:
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SavannaEGoth Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Yeah, not the best thing to go through, but it's getting a little better.  Thank you~
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AnnaTheWonderGirl01 Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome! :tighthug:
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Shalmons Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
burrito therapy <3 <3
glad to hear that opening up helped a bit!  ;v;  i know it can be very hard to make that step~
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SavannaEGoth Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Mmmhmmm~  Dammit.  I want a burrito now.
Thanks!  Yeah, it did get a lot of my chest in a healthier way than how I normally handle these things.  I am a bit embarrased, though.
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GHELP0 Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017
why is i not there ;; i could be ur fav murder princess ;; A ;;
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SavannaEGoth Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Ahhh- because you being one of my favorite things is a given!  This was mostly me just showing some of my favorite things I surround myself with when I'm in isolation, a.k.a., at home.
Nooo you are my inferno princess.  My toasty flame kitten.  My otter.
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GHELP0 Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2017
these are Very Contridictionary Things
Also when are you free on discord love
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SavannaEGoth Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
And yet you are all of them.  <3
Oh goodness.  I might be on a little bit on Friday before I have to leave in the evening.  I'm going to be doing job stuff and meeting up with someone tomorrow.  :'0
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GHELP0 Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2017
Ohhh okay because I already messaged you what's going on
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AsrielMemeurr Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
My weekend in a nutshell 
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SavannaEGoth Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Mmmm, Kylo Ren- er, milk.
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JericiEiliel Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2017
[Sorry I havent been around to try helping out, wish I could've been]
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SavannaEGoth Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
((No, it's fine, dear.  I kind of closed myself off from a lot of things anyways, and I wasn't very vocal on DA this time around.
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JericiEiliel Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2017
[Things been any better? Worried about you y'know]
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SavannaEGoth Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Well, I was able to finally get groceries again thanks to my mom.  I've called some places, left more online applications, etc.  Just playing the waiting game right now.  Had to leave college because I couldn't afford it anymore.  Running out of bus fare, too, so I couldn't take classes in person, and there are only so many classes you can take on online that will help you graduate.  :/

I'm keeping myself busy with art, gaming, and seeing my friends in my free time.  Trying to reconnect with people and get my personal social life in order on FB.  I'm working through a lot of my social anxiety issues and am opening up more to friends and family, so that's good.  Got repairs done on my apartment, my tongue as finally healed, and I was finally able to get some medicine again thanks to a friend loaning me some money.

I'm just upset because it's going to be ages before I can pay anyone back.

But how have you been holding up?
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JericiEiliel Featured By Owner May 24, 2017
[Time continues to pass and wear on my mind, I apologize for the long gaps of silence I'd been leaving behind. I'm glad you've been able to get food again, I do so hope you've been well between your last response and now. I've been complicated recently, for lack of easy definition. I am so very sorry I''ve been away so long, but I'm glad you're getting more contact with friends]
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SavannaEGoth Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
*Waves hand nonchalantly*  You don't have to apologize.  I mean, I'm responding to this several months later, after all. . .  How have you been since we last talked?  Still good?  Improving?  I've been eating a little bit better!  Not getting to see friends that much, but I'm connecting with people on FB a hell of a lot more than I used to.  I even acquired a lovely mate~
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JericiEiliel Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2017
[I've been pretty well and I'm happy for you, I hope you stay well and I wish you lots of luck.]
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SavannaEGoth Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
((That's awesome to hear!  I've been worried about people I haven't heard from in awhile. . .  But then I'm too nervous to message anyone. . .  So yeah.  Things are still going . . . awkwardly.  More bumps in the road, but I think things are finally working out.))
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